Jesus, fear, a rainbow covenant, the apocalypse, and being pussy whipped

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For I am a rogue. A fanatical, unpredictable, wild and catastrophic rogue. Just like Jesus.

“I am crazy.” Go ahead and say it. Become free.

Fear is prison.

A rainbow in the mist, shifting as the sun moved, came to me for putting God ahead of all else. A covenant, unbroken into colours, but all white and made of the lower and upper waters mixing.

God is the door. The connection is complete. The God which is all, is one. I am God happening, and so is all else.

Time is the apocalypse.

Line from Nag Hammadi- “lion eats the man...man who eats the lion.”: My dream of many women wrestling and caging a pair of lions: my decision to operate more from consciousness than subconscious:

            The male must not descend to the ‘trappedness’ of the female, as poor Adam did and was taken down by Eve. The man must devour the lion. Which is why we say of men who, instead, are devoured, that they are ‘pussy-whipped’. And, that is, by a very real, very large, very sublime pussy-cat, leading them to the pussilanimous, animus, Oedipussy complex.

            For, although women carry the will, and men the consciousness, the will must follow the consciousness, and not the other way around, lest both of them fall out of the Garden’s eternity, for the male spirit does not require the boundaries of context, whereas a female’s does, for a woman is born of the earth, and a man of the sky, and that is why their true union is marvelous.

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These fragments and quotes are taken from the unpublished writings of Jack Haas, selected from the notebooks 1990-2005.