Father and Mother God, marriage, love, fire, and Midnight Oil

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I and the Father and Mother are one.

The microcosmic marriage occurs when an individual accepts their alter-gender self, and then lives equally as male/female, spirit/body etc.

God asking me if I would take responsibility for my creation.

It is the undifferentiated self which is already immortal, and the differentiated self which must attain immortality.

Joanne (oriental woman in park): “It is not only what is outside of you that is against you, it is the ancientness of yourself inside you as well.”

Transformational dreams: centaur being born, Christ with eagle’s head and wings.

The Mother is love and fire.

Intimacy comes from being what you made.

Two futons in our house caught fire the same night I bought the Midnight Oil tape with the song on it: “How can we dance while our beds are burning”.

After all, a person is only with their Father and Mother when they are young. Growth begets separation, independence, and, if we are lucky, more and more love, for parents do not stop loving their children when they leave the home, they love them still the same. To need love is to be human. To need to be free is to be God.

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These fragments and quotes are taken from the unpublished writings of Jack Haas, selected from the notebooks 1990-2005.