Philadelphians and Christ, hell and God, gratitude and oneness

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I know there is a plan, I just don't know what the plan is.

I shall willingly bow to the one who shifts the sun at will.

God is the one who simultaneously witnesses what everyone else witnesses individually.

One of the last steps in becoming a creator is to accept all that you have created, whether you can remember, believe, or comprehend it, or not; when it awes you, and yet you accept creating it, then you are a creator.

You surf the mystery because why return to the known? When you are addicted to the thrill of unknowing, you stay on the wave for the ride.

When you see your Father's manifold spirit in every man, and your Mother's in every female, you can bet you are invested in Oneness.

We are all Christ on his three day descent into hell.

Because hell always exists, the trick is to be always walking out of hell.

The moment I stop thinking, stop moving, stop conceiving, stop desiring, God can no longer find me and he comes out frantically searching, and I sit back in the shadows laughing.

PHILADELPHIANS

You, whoever you are, whatever you are, wherever you are- do not let them tell you that you are made. Do not let them tell you that you made it. They do not know. You do not know. Bow down and be humble to that. Bow down with gratitude and scorn, but bow down.

They will say 'You will find your way, if only you are patient and try.' But you will find no way, for there is no way. There is only all of this and you without distinction in it, and nowhere nor no how to wipe it clean. Let go, you, so weak and mighty in that weakness. Let go.

In the eyes of another we look into ourselves across the chasm of the flesh. For in every eye is I.

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These fragments and quotes are taken from the unpublished writings of Jack Haas, selected from the notebooks 1990-2005.