The mystic flesh, the clitoris, the grail, emptiness, and Christ

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“If you do not judge another their annoyances of you will end.” Joanne, a wise Asian woman

I did not make love to a woman until I learned to ravish her… feverishly, which means to go through her body, and fuck her soul.

The mystic flesh. You must treat the clitoris like a cock.

I love being. This causes the flesh to dissolve into boundaryless oneness.

Dance this somebody like you’re nobody.

And though I longed to be free, I still thanked the God who made me, even if I were to never be free. Then I remembered that I was the God who made me, and I set myself free.

I am an expression of the Self, filtered through this self.

To live forever in novelty, never repeating a single action, or thought, but breaking the bonds of habit and unconsciousness and so living consciously as an event which has never before happened.

The grail is the human body, hollowed out through trial and chastening, emptied to receive the Christ.

If I act with too much purpose in the world, I lose the emptiness into an identity required to fill the role.

I seek freedom because freedom is a category which includes all others, because freedom is unlimited.

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These fragments and quotes are taken from the unpublished writings of Jack Haas, selected from the notebooks 1990-2005.