In a more cosmic, or macrocosmic event, earlier in life, I had become so open to the Mother, to matter, to manifestation, that I had fallen out of non-being, and had unbalanced the whole, because I, who am one with the Father, had become the Mother, a shift which then left the heavens abandoned.

                In my desire for wholeness and completion I had forgotten that the one depends on the many, and the female depends on the male. And so through numerous dreams and synchronicities I was shown that I had to now re-ascend, to leave the warm womb of my inner woman, and to become a fuller man. For, after all, what would a wife do without a husband? And what would the Mother do without the Father?

                Thus I began the laborious return to the unmanifest Self, to the sublime I prior to the AM, to the detached, non-reactive self, freely immersed in all that is, until I came to experience myself again, instead of the world.

                After that period of subtly disentangling my self from Her context,

                And so I had to accept being half of the whole, which is the whole because without duality there is no One. Still it was a hard thing for me to accept, for I had married the Father and Mother within me, and yet now had to re-instate the eternal division.

                For, although women carry the will, and men the consciousness, the will must follow the consciousness, and not the other way around, lest both of them fall out of the Garden’s eternity, for the male spirit does not require the boundaries of context, whereas a female’s does, for a woman is born of the earth, and a man of the sky, and that is why their true union is marvelous.

               

              My experience of rising through such divine relationships, beginning with Jesus, the Christ, bears reasonable accord with Christ’s statement: “Nobody comes to the Father but through me…”

 

             Possessing neither two arms nor two legs, the snake lies outside of duality, and yet more than any other creature, the snake is on the earth. And so as the kundalini rises from the earth, we rise into oneness. When the Christ is finally glad to be on earth, the snake is Christ. “I, if I be lifted up, I shall take all men with me.”

As the serpent power rises, one must remain innocent. “Be ye wise as serpents, and innocent as doves.”