Surrender, the Cosmic Christ, Sophia, Krishna, Brahma, and the singular self

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There is a great difference between being in full surrender to receiving the cosmos, and in being in full surrender and allowing the Cosmic Christ to create the cosmos.

The Cosmic Christ called Love. Destructive, emancipating, unifying Love.

How has it been possible that I am at one time or another Christ, Sophia, Krishna, Shiva, Parvati, Satan, Brahma, Saraswati, Buddha, and the numerous immortal archetypes which walked into my being so that I became them?

I am the wheel of return. And I am the hub.

God is also contextual in the human drama, and real. God is the great realness of wholeness. Of the spirit and the flesh. One. In and Of. All of it. One.

No matter how expansive you become, you still must retain your microcosmic function, your part in the play. But now that you are infinite, all-pervasive, and liberated, you know that it is only a role you are playing in the cosmic drama, and so you do it with levity and detachment. You have become the macrocosm operating within the microcosm. You have merged the void into form. You have married east and west, and your empty redemption shines in the duality of being. You are the sun and the magnifying glass.

            You can begin to encompass more and more, until you are everything, or you can instead whittle yourself away bit by bit, until you are nothing. Either way you become identitiless. And when you are identitiless you are nothing and everything.

            You become a nexus of intersecting realms. You are an empty conduit pouring out from unity, through the eyes, into the dualistic form. The Self behind the self has awoken. And you are free.

I AM, is the two become one, the duality become union, the singular self become all.

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These fragments and quotes are taken from the unpublished writings of Jack Haas, selected from the notebooks 1990-2005.