Roses and thorns, the Godself, the internal marriage, Christ, matter, and consciousness

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I am a rose with thorns. I am a thorn with roses.

I can feel my Godself looking out for me, because I AM my Godself. Incarnate. Now. God. Self. I. AM.

The internal marriage is love of oneself more than love of another. Only then can one marry the external- when their own inner duality is married and mirrored without.

Note: my mother screamed for two hours while I was half in and half out of the womb, due to a very difficult delivery. So I heard screams of anguish for the first two hours of my life.

To push my own spirit out from within me. To not receive, but to conceive.

It is no longer to follow, but to be a Christ.

Consciousness and will are now aligned, contiguous…. One.

It was not until I was fulfilled- not until I was full and filled by my inner self- that I could truly commune with another.

Any synchronistic event implies that the Mother and Father- matter and consciousness- are working together, are in sync, are one.

Christ worked with the manifest, as a carpenter always does.

Perhaps the greatest compliment I ever received was from a man who said he felt that I “took the world on my own terms.”

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These inspiring fragments and quotes are taken from the unpublished writings of Jack Haas, selected from the notebooks 1990-2005.